Distressing facts of life:
I don't believe that there is any man who wears Calvin Klein Obsession.

I hate those days where you just feel stupid. Days like today and yesterday. Where everything you did in the day was a waste of time. Every word spoken was useless and unheard and your feeling...your emotions...are the most useless of all. And it will all be forgotten by everyone but you...

Days where you feel ignored and yet you feel obnoxious. You don't dare speak because that horrible stench rotting heart will escape from the back of your throat. And you realize that everyone is only interested in anyone else but you. You're lucky if they even reognize your face next week...

Days where you are surprizingly refreshed to find that people are so different. But also dissapointed to find that they are so much more...or less...than what you expected.

Days where the bottom of you chin spoiler scrapes on the last incline in the parking garage.

Days where you think you look good until you look in the mirrior at lunch time.

Days where you wish you had the money that you spent yesterday.

Days where your headaches come back and remind you that you really haven't changed. You are still a selfish, lying, manipulative, emotional, ignorant, immature, slutty bitch and there is always someone to remind you of your failures. It's only for your own good but you can't help but feel bitter afteward and somehow cheated and slighted on the message that you really were a good person. But it's the same story--you've been lied to. For your whole life it's only been one big lie. And how can you find an honest person in the storm of a lie? How can you pull your heart out from it's shell and warm it to the point where it will once again burn with desire? Can an injured heart ever love without fear? Can bitterness ever be sweetened? Can caring be found once it is lost?

Destiny's Child: Survivor

Now that you're out of my life
I'm so much better
You thought that I'd be weak without you
But I'm stronger
You thought that I'd be broke without you
But I'm richer
You thought that I'd be sad without you
I laugh harder
You thought I wouldn't grow without you
Now I'm wiser
Thought that I'd be helpless without you
But I'm smarter
You thought that I'd be stressed without you
But I'm chillin'
You thought I wouldn't sell without you
Sold 9 million

I'm a survivor
I'm not gon give up
I'm not gon stop
I'm gon work harder
I'm a survivor
I'm gonna make it
I will survive
Keep on survivin'

Thought I couldn't breathe without
I'm inhaling
You thought I couldn't see without you
Perfect vision
You thought I couldn't last without you
But I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without you
But I'm livin'
Thought that I would fail without you
But I'm on top
Thought it would be over by now
But it won't stop
Thought that I would self destruct
But I'm still here
Even in my years to come
I'm still gon be here

I'm a survivor
I'm not gon give up
I'm not gon stop
I'm gon work harder
I'm a survivor
I'm gonna make it
I will survive
Keep on survivin'

I'm wishin' you the best
Pray that you are blessed
Bring much success, no stress, and lots of happiness
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gon blast you on the radio
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gon lie on you and your family
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gon hate on you in the magazines
('m better than that)
I'm not gon compromise my Christianity
(I'm better than that)
You know I'm not gon diss you on the internet
Cause my mama taught me better than that

After of all of the darkness and sadness
Soon comes happiness
If I surround my self with positive things
I'll gain prosperity