I know that you are going to judge me. I would too, if I were you and you were me. But I am here now. Not where I want to be, but it's too late now. One bad decision does not justify another, and I want to make the right decisions from here on out. I will not take the easy way out just to cover up and make my life seem seamless. I will face my mistakes and not be ashamed.
Not matter what you say.
Because your words will not hurt me.
I have people who will support me, and even if I didn't, I have a God who has not abandoned me, and who never will. I pray that I can be a better person and not abandon Him.
This may not be the life I planned for, but I will make the best of it now.
I want this now, and I will do whatever it takes. Whatever I have to do. If it's just me, then that's all I will have to lean on and I will have to accept that.
Your words will not hurt me. I will not let you break me.

"with God as my witness, I will never be hungry again"