So she is your everything. She is your happiness and joy. Your only one.
Let me tell you something...I've been to hell and back to get you back. And all you can do is think about her, talk to her...she's the only one you can love. After I've prayed so hard and known beyond all doubt that I would do anything for you to just be here with us again; it hurts so much to have someone take you away again. The only difference is that now I have someone to blame. I guess now I am finally used to being thrown over for someone else. So there is no need for pity. My heart can only get so much colder and more resentful. I'm used to not being good enough, no matter how hard I try. So go ahead and go. LEAVE ME and everyone else behind. I hope she's worth it because when she's not you just might find me
gone.